Battle Cry 
this is for dem ex's and niggas who have played a great part in what i am today....

Hmm , like an actor, you really dug in deep and played your part,
you was the one to pretend that you love me and eventually play with my heart.
I was the chick, who wasnt always at her best, but gave it her all,
the unsuspecting victim, blind to the fact that you would be my downfall.
Of course you wouldnt belive it, like amnesia you wouldnt remember,
but i'd be happy to remind you, ima let it fall to you, like da 13th of October.
I was in the perception that it was the time of the night to get some,
unaware that you would later leave me abandoned, as if i was a bum.
I listen to the stories of how you would be better then the rest,
that did hold truth, out of all the one's to stain my life, you are the best.
i mean from october untill that day, i felt like nothing to can make us break,
till you decided to lie, cheat, it hit like an earthquake.
i mean you always said that we would have the haters looking so stiff,
well crazy one i did my crying, its your turn to jump off the emotional cliff...

with this boy, i was blind as if i was stevie, jus trying 2 see if she was the real one,
but like going on that first successful date, he took my emotions and had fun.
We talked, but we argued constantly , and made up with no effort,
i try 2 4give you 4 what u did but im stranded  like a desert.
with your spoiled mindset of having your cake and eating it too,
but when it comes down 2 a simple decision, u take da choice of bein confused.
You want me to be your lady, your rock, your wifey, and me as da side-boo,
but when i say choose who you want ,you suddenly dont know what to do. but its okay i mean i saw this coming when i was on my time to jus think,
wat you did to me will meet karma, karma being dirty, hmm might be your link.
but yet im not going to stress cuz if you walk away, u leave the one who cared,
i mean it sucks bein a real female but somehow the feelings cnt be shared...

What you've done, didnt stop me from trying again, putting my heart on the line,
to later get broken by another nigga, who in my heart i belived, was divine.
I feel as if you was the best one for me, no matter the imperfections or age,
i even let back on my rule of datin older dudes, i regret that, i'm filled with rage.
We battled through you family members and kept it going very strong,
but  its weird how you have a crazy connection to pleasure, u doin me wrong.
you was supposed to be there for me, through the good, and the bad,
its funny how u can help change a person, and its like they use it to make u sad.
You ate my emotions, swallowed my passion, and digested my way of life,
da icing on da cake is wen u went behind my back wit another bitch, wat a price.
See i personally let you in to my life, you knew me better then my friends did,
I shoulda listened to them wen they said leave yo cheatin ass, he just a kid.
Its so hilarious that we said no matter what, we should always try,
but here you are throwing the flowers to our grave, it sucks that we had to die...

I applaud yall niggaz tho, i mean yall did give me a hell of a show,
but unlike the simple minded ones, i advanced forward, to my past you go.
i wont forget the memories though, well those that were actually good,
but thats outnumbered by the bad, to go back to those great times i wish i could.
through all yall i learned that god & my friends will be there 4 me, i stand still, like T.I.
yall all put da flowers 2 da grave of my past, it sucks tht ya tru colors came alive....